To Be Christian, but Unconcerned

To Be Christian, but Unconcerned

The other day, my club was granted official membership at Cal State Fullerton. I’m ecstatic to finally be able to start on this mission. But the road to get to this point was not at all easy. And along the way I’ve felt very discouraged, especially by my own- my brothers and sisters in Christ.

As I set out to start the pro-life club Students for Life, my first thought was to gather support from fellow Christians. Being “pro-life” usually comes with the territory- not always, but I daresay it should.

When I set out collect emails from CSUF students interested in the pro-life movement, I decided to attend Discoverfest. This is an event that happens every semester where all CSUF clubs set up a booth on campus, spread awareness, pass out flyers, get email addresses, and hopefully gain new members. This seemed like a perfect opportunity for me considering there are about 15 Christian clubs on campus.

Turns out, it wasn’t as successful as I had hoped. Sure, I received some email addresses- mostly from reluctant people at the booths. I expected more to care about the issue of abortion, but they were really more interested when I said I was looking for a Christian club for myself. But by then, their true colors had shown and I didn’t appreciate how they treated me when I was talking about my club. They were disinterested, some even irritated. But they were more than happy to talk about their club…

In fact, even the Christian club I attended last semester was by far the rudest of them all. It’s safe to say, I don’t attend anymore.

Discouraged and running out of time, I finally approached the Catholic club, and boy did they make my day. It’s common knowledge that the Catholic church has really spearheaded the pro-life movement, and God bless them for that. When it comes to charity and doing good, they’ve really got their act together. They were friendly, encouraging, and excited to hear about what I was doing. And even though my more Protestant beliefs differ from theirs (in practice, more than core beliefs) I felt more acceptance and love from them than any “Christian” church ever before.

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See, our God is very clear about who He is and how He cares for His people. Psalm 127:3 says, “Truly children are a gift from the Lord; the fruit of the womb is a reward.” Life is not a curse. Jesus loves children. The Bible talks about how, on earth, He reveled in their presence, their innocence, their heart, their faith.

In fact, Psalm 139:13,15 says, “You knit me in my mother’s womb . . . nor was my frame unknown to you when I was made in secret.” How incredible that, before we were even born, God KNEW us. But for that to happen, a fetus in the womb would actually have to be a real, living person, right?

Furthermore, God commands in Exodus 20:17 and Deuteronomy 5:17 that “Thou shalt not kill.” From scientific evidence, we know that the fetus is a human with essential functions and elements existing very early on in the pregnancy. If we permit the violent murder (yes, MURDER) of the most innocent of our kind, precious gems that cannot defend themselves, then what should stop us from killing one another no matter the reason?

And finally, Matthew 7:12 says, “Do unto others as you would have them do to you.” None of these kids consented to their abortion. They have as much right to live as anyone else. In fact, President Ronald Reagan said, “I’ve noticed that everyone who is for abortion has already been born.” How lucky are they that their mother did not choose abortion, which is what they push on other women every day!

Life, love, justice, and freedom are essential to the Christian faith and to the foundation of the United States of America. To be a Christian, to be an American, how could you not support these things? How could you deny the personhood and value of this precious, tiny baby?

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Surprisingly, many people do. Some don’t want to get involved or infringe on a woman’s “right” to murder their child, while others see it only as a political issue. Someone who doesn’t like politics will often avoid the topic of abortion altogether. But those people are wrong. Yes, this issue has entered the political sphere because people wanted rules to be made nationally on both sides- pro-life and pro-choice. But this is a social issue. This is a moral issue. This is a personal issue. And that affects everyone.

But let’s be real. The “pro-choice” movement claims to be founded upon the grounds of a woman’s right to choose what to do with her body. But common sense and science clearly show us that the baby, though residing in the mother’s womb, has its own body, its own personhood, and its own rights. So if you won’t say it, I will. To be pro-choice is to be pro-abortion, and to support abortion is to flat out advocate for child murder.

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The Church is supposed to be beacon of light for direction and morality in this dark, lost world. Sure, we are all called to various missions and blessed with different gifts for our unique purposes. But as Christians, God desires us to actively fight evil and spread love. That’s what the pro-life movement is truly about. And that’s exactly what I intend for my club. We are all about fighting injustice, saving the lives of children who were given no other choice, spreading awareness on campus, supporting pro-life legislation, and helping women in crisis pregnancies with much needed support and resources.

The Church is also supposed to be unified on the Word and love of God. But most of what I’ve faced from campus Christians is apathy or irritability.

I’m sorry. Did I bother you with the notion that countless children are killed from abortion daily, leaving their mothers and others around them left to suffer the consequences of physical pain, irreparable damage, depression, etc.

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My point is, how sad is it that I cannot rely on my own for love and support in this critical issue? Not only from my brothers and sisters in Christ, but from the representative of a club I had been attending! Honestly, I think it’s ridiculous. Sure, I don’t expect everyone to be as passionate about this mission as I am. But if you’re a Christian, you should naturally be concerned about the wellbeing of others. And the lives and deaths of the unborn should certainly fit into this category. As Christians, we should be supporting the missions of those who help the poor, sick, homeless, lost, widowed, fatherless, and innocent. This is what the Lord has called us to do.

As the man on the road to Jericho in one of Jesus’s parables, I’ve felt beaten down and left stranded by my own kind. But when strangers who are different from myself picked me up, helped me, and offered such genuine encouragement, I saw the love of Christ truly play out in this world.

Am I perfect? Far from it! I, more than anyone, am learning the value of love, gentleness, and compassion. They aren’t ALWAYS my strong suits. And is the Church perfect? No. And it never will be. The Church is made up of many diverse individuals, all sinners, who struggle with different things. But I urge you, Christians, be careful how you treat your brothers and sisters. It does not go unnoticed by both believers and nonbelievers. Love thy neighbor- in your Church, in your home, in your school, in your workplace, and in your community. And perhaps we should take some notes from the Catholic church. Perhaps to be a “Christian,” but to be unconcerned about the injustices of this world is to really not understand the true nature of God at all.

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Why Going to a Secular School is One of the Best Things That’s Ever Happened to Me

Why Going to a Secular School is One of the Best Things That’s Ever Happened to Me

I’ve heard it countless times. “Aren’t you afraid of going to a liberal, secular college? How are you going to survive? You’re so outspoken and opinionated.”

Umm… Yes, yes I am. Thanks for the encouragement. Reeaally calms my nerves.

Well here’s the story. As a junior high student, I did some research on local Christian colleges, knowing I’d soon be expected to know what I wanted to do with my life. And ever since then, my heart was set on attending Azusa Pacific University. In high school, I did some research, visited the campus multiple times, stayed overnight, attended several meetings and a class, and worked on obtaining scholarships.

Then my plans abruptly stopped when my parents and I sat down to discuss finances. What a shock it was to learn that APU was far too expensive for me. At the time, a year at APU would cost me about $35,000 dollars. Now, it’s more than $40,000. So to earn a Bachelor’s degree in four years I’d have to spend $160,000+ that I didn’t have. Sounds ridiculous to me. But I was still upset and confused. I had spent 5 years envisioning my life at APU. I felt like God was leading me there. Why would He betray and deceive me so? I loved the people, the environment, and the Christian values.

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But when I really thought about it, was a four-year education at a private university really worth constantly worrying about paying off debt while still trying to provide for my future children? Besides, I didn’t even like the class I attended at APU. That’s not to say that the education at APU is poor, but it’s not really a school known for journalism.

With that said, I truly believe that the Lord works in mysterious ways. They’re often hidden to us due to our one-track minds, so focused on the plans we have for ourselves. Maybe I was blinded by my own desires, or maybe the Lord was fixating my attentions on APU to keep me occupied while He worked in my life. I think both are true, actually. And looking back now, I’m so grateful I decided to enroll in California State University, Fullerton.

In no particular order, here’s why:

  1. The Price

Let’s face it- money is a priority and concern for everyone. And as a middle-class, white female, I can’t get any assistance. (C’mon, it’s true.) Even a majority of scholarships exclude me, despite the fact that my parent’s income is not my own and I’m supposed to pay for my own college education. Of course, the applications don’t ask you that. But for this full-time semester at CSUF, the cost of tuition was a little over $3,000. Of course, room and board, parking, books, and supply costs differ for everyone, and the cost to attend CSUF could go up at any time. But based on the cost of this semester, I’m looking at a total of under $26,000 in tuition and fees. Basically, a 4-year bachelor’s degree at CSUF costs LESS than a year at APU! And CSUF offers quite a few scholarship opportunities that I intend to pursue.

  1. The Campus

Sure, you could attend a raging frat party, which is probably a group of drunken kids throwing up and dancing like 80-year-old women- it’s quite glamorous. Perhaps you’d participate in the underwear run along with other students who tragically lack self-respect and modesty. OR you could attend debates, concerts, sporting events, plays, musicals, and club meetings, as well as volunteer, intern, climb the rock wall, go bowling with friends, watch a movie, learn a new skill, take an interesting class, or participate in one of the countless other activities offered at CSUF. Thanks to the school, ASI, and the plethora of clubs, your options are limitless! Furthermore, it’s located near many restaurants and stores, and isn’t far from the Brea Mall, Honda Center, Angel’s Stadium, Downtown Fullerton, Disneyland, etc. Finally, the CSUF campus is so close to me! I couldn’t find a closer school. I’m there and back so quickly, it’s incredibly convenient. Then I get to come home to my supportive family to share my day, enjoy time with my dogs, do my work in the comfort of my home, and sleep in my own bed. I wouldn’t give it up for any college dorm room!

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  1. The People

The saying is true- you are who you hang out with. At a Christian college, you’d expect to be surrounded by fellow Christians. This offers a comforting feeling that bonds the community through similar foundations. However, I’ve found that a lot of students at Christian universities aren’t actually Christians. Some attend for the scholarships, offers from sports teams, pressure from parents, etc. So really, you’ll find all kinds of people at any school- the partiers, the slackers, the druggies… It’s all at APU, it’s all at CSUF, and it’s everywhere else! That’s reality. That’s the world we live in. But there are also tons of good people out there. My school alone has 14 Christian clubs, a Catholic club, and a Republican club. That’s a great place to start! And although I haven’t found the group I really fit in with just yet, I trust that God will lead me there eventually, and he’s brought amazing people along my path that have encouraged me, guided me, included me, helped me, and brought me joy. And because I’m not assuming everyone is a Christian as I would at a private school, I’m really able to get to know who people truly are. And hopefully we can impact each other for the better, no matter our background and beliefs.

  1. The Clubs

There are over 350 clubs at school for nearly any religion, culture, major, interest, or hobby. And like I said, there are MULTIPLE Christian clubs for me to try out and meet new people. And with these clubs come countless activities to participate in. Community is easy to find at this large school with countless opportunities and different people. Students are also encouraged to start their own own club on campus. The process is not too difficult, and there are helpful staff members ready to answer your questions.

  1. The Faculty

I cannot say enough about the faculty that I’ve encountered this semester and last. Every staff member I’ve met so far has been helpful and friendly, brightening my day and teaching me. Some professors I’ve disliked, some I’ve misjudged, and others I’ve loved. But all have genuinely cared about my success as a student, did all they could to supplement my learning, and helped me do my best in the class. In fact, I recently discovered that one of my professors is a Christian. I was encouraged to hear her mention it in class, and when I thanked her for admitting it after class, she offered counsel and prayer if I ever needed it. Then, when I told her of my original plans to attend APU, she assured me that there are more Christians on campus than I realize. What a blessing it was to know one of my professors shares my beliefs, and to be encouraged by her kind and genuine sentiments. Furthermore, in pursuit of a faculty advisor for my Students for Life Club, I met two amazing faculty members that share my beliefs in both religion and the value of life. Both were so helpful, encouraging, positive, and excited about my mission. Because of the staff, I do not feel alone at my school.

  1. The Opportunities

CSUF offers so many services to its students. When you pay for tuition, you have access to many free things including a student ID card, recreational facility use, library access, assistance with writing assignments, tutoring, access to sporting events, medical services, and counseling. Additionally, there are academic advisers for general education, minors, and majors. And with various classes offered in religion, culture, hobbies, sports, and career pursuits, students are bound to find something that interests them. For example, the Kinesiology department offers self defense, rock climbing, bowling, yoga, and walking for a few credits just for participating. In addition, many Christian courses are offered, such as Evolution and Creation, History and Development of Modern Christian Thought, and The Bible as Literature. And getting involved is easy with school events, clubs, volunteer opportunities, on campus jobs, and internships. There’s even a Career Center to help you with resumes, internship acquirement, and navigating your field of interest. Finally, I’m part of the awesome Finish in Four program, which helps students earn their degree in four years without wasting extra time or money. This program isn’t very well known, but it’s super easy to get into. You fill out some paperwork, attend an orientation that explains the program, and then turn in a signed contract every semester. With a big school comes endless accommodations and opportunities.

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  1. The Difficulties

My time so far at CSUF has not been free of problems. I’ve experienced fear, stress, frustration, hopelessness, and despair. I’ve dealt with verbal attacks from fellow students because of my views, received an expensive parking ticket for a mistake on the school’s part, endured difficult classes, argued with the editor of the school newspaper, had trouble navigating the requirements for my degree, struggled to find parking when my class was about to start, made my way through intimidating crowds, endured difficult teachers, endeavored to start a pro-life club on a very liberal campus, and put on my big girl pants to figure things out on my own and take initiative like the adult I’m supposed to be. In fact, I wasn’t even accepted when I first applied to CSUF due to a simple misunderstanding. But I realize now that God allowed that for a purpose- I was meant to start in the fall of 2015. Regardless, the whole transition to CSUF was scary and intimidating for me. I’ve been tried by fire- some bigger and hotter than others. But through it all, I have learned about God and grown in my relationship with Him more than ever before. I’ve experienced God in His fullness of love, grace, mercy, kindness, and compassion. He’s faithfully provided for me in every trying circumstance- my parking ticket was dismissed after I contested it, I’ve never had trouble getting classes, I’ve earned all A’s so far, enjoyed my newfound independence, made good decisions, took initiative on what was to be done, received favor from all my professors, stood fast in the face of mistreatment, and always found parking soon enough, especially this semester. (It may not seem like much, but sometimes parking feels like the end of the world. Just trust me.) Even in my econ class, when graphing seemed like nonsense and my professor might as well have just lectured in Mandarin, I prevailed and earned good grades on all of my quizzes, essays, and exams. And I’ve realized that my trust grows as each unappealing situation occurs. Because of the last provision, I’m confident He will not fail me. He’s brought me through everything, and I know He will continue to do so for the rest of my life. Not to myself, but to His name be the glory. He’s strengthened my resolve, trust, faith, and desire to be in relationship with Him. He’s taught me more about myself, and molded me into the person He intends me to be. As His Word says, we must endure the fire in order to be refined. I’d say it’s a small price to pay in comparison to the rich blessings He provides in the midst of difficult situations.

And I’m not saying that private Christian universities are terrible. Far from it. Every school has its positive and negative aspects. However, I’d hate to see Christians discouraged by others, making an impractical and insensible decision due to the fear of indoctrination. If you’re not strong in your faith, maybe it’s not the best option for you. Or maybe it could be a way to motivate you- to learn, grow, and strengthen your relationship with the living God in preparation for the opposition this broken world has to offer. One day, you will have to face your fears, concerns, and questions. Why not start now? It’s time- before you run out of time and determination. Additionally, I encourage you to make sensible decisions for your future. Don’t let anyone get in the way of the path the Lord has for you- whether it be in school, work, ministry, or anything else. I’ve faced many critics who believed I should attend a Christian school. But God closed those doors for a reason, and now I can see why.

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”

~Jeremiah 29:11~